I have loved and listened to music for as long as I can remember, and today has been a day when I have rekindled my audio love affair.
I grew up in a house mainly listening to anything from Motown to The Carpenters and Aztec Camera to Alison Moyet, all with fond memories of LP’s purchased from Woolworth’s or Rival records at the height of my appreciation. But the turning point for me was 1999 in Cardiff. After only attending gigs with my parents or chaperones up to this point, I attended my first ‘proper’ gig on my own. I was 16, they were Stereophonics, and it was just before ‘Performance and Cocktails’ was released. Pushing my way with Lisa to the front, only to be almost squashed in a moshing crowd and my friend having her hand cut on some glass, we quickly retreated, slightly petrified but still singing! It wasn’t the best experience, but the euphoric feeling of live music still resonates every time I listen to that album.
From that moment on I became obsessed with music. Listening to music before work, during my commute to work via headphones, in my lunch hour and after work when I got home, and if that wasn’t enough I was going to 5 gigs a week and many festivals in my hay day! I would later go to gigs alone and meet amazing people as a result. Often I would be buzzing so much after seeing a live band that I would drive my gig buddy home (50 miles round trip) in my old-school mini and even park up outside of his house whilst we talked for a further hour to unwind. We would talk until the early hours about where Joy Division went wrong (in our opinion) or dissect the latest Elbow album track by track in great detail, and I would still get up for work the next day! It all seems another lifetime now.
Over the years I guess I lost my connection with music as I knew it. I got the treble clef tattoo on my wrist covered up and recently sold off the vast majority of my impressive vinyl and CD collection (which wasn’t emotionally easy to do). The very collection that took presidency to house in every relocation and new relationship I entered; travelling with me as the most precious of cargo. Some of those ex’s probably wouldn’t even believe that I finally parted with it after all these years, as it was my prize possession.
But things change. I’ve changed. Although today I am reminded that music remains ingrained in me. It’s not about being first to discover the latest underground bands, or recite the order in which the Beatles released their albums anymore, as I realise that those things no longer define or validate how much I love music. In fact despite the quieter confidence in my musical relationship , my folks still swear that I am the girl you want on your pub quiz team, just in case a music question comes up. Or they call me into the room when the Eggheads get to the music round. And I am pretty sure I am the first friend they would call if they were sat opposite Chris Tarrant and there was a question about the Stone Roses! And that’s because the way in which music moves and excites me did not leave when I gave away my last LP. Because once you catch the music bug, it never leaves you. It may go from a hard rock to a soft ballad, but it’s their, like an old flame waiting for you to just say the words to hook up again!
Music is something that we often take for granted just how much it can lift our mood or even communicate with us when those around us just don’t seem to be able to find the words.
Multiple festivals and outside entertainment is now geared around music, as it’s something that we just can’t live without, whether you’re into anything from Mozart to Morrissey or Beethoven to Bowie. We use it to set ambience during therapies and meditation, to motivate during exercise, to support us through heartache and breakups, to enhance social gatherings and to dance to, amongst many other things. It’s something that the majority of us turn to when we need to manage any emotion or find connection, as it’s that thing we turn up loud and belt out the words to when we just need a release of feel good hormones.
Music has always been emotive for me, perhaps more than any other tool being an empath. I have lost myself at many a gig, even crying whilst everyone else is bopping. I always cry when a drum or bodrum is whipped out in a 1-1 healing session and I have even been deeply triggered by the ‘singing’, or rather whaling, of releasing women in a cave in Avebury. Music or sound of any sorts is a huge trigger for me, and something that prompts uncensored vulnerability.
Today I let my intuition and my higher guidance show me what I needed to listen to and where this suppressed musical love wanted to take me. It’s been a day of melodic audio and I have wanted to listen to an array of genres. As I lay on my bed, candles on and enjoying a moments quiet, I double clicked the ITUNES logo. I was taken to songs that were as necessary a part of my healing journey as any. Some of these were songs gifted to me by ex-partners, some were songs that remind me of better times, freer times and evoked deeply nostalgic feelings. Some songs transported me to where I feel I would like to be. And some reminded me of where I am pleased I no longer am. All and all, in the space of an hour I had created my own little sound bath and I released a lot of tears that could only fall as a result of these songs. Tears that needed to fall for what was, and tears that needed to fall in anticipation for what could be. Some songs I hadn’t been able to listen to since relationships broke down, until now. Not because I have any regrets for these relationships ending, or any particular warm thoughts towards these people, but tears for the pain I felt at the time and the promises of love and commitment that never quite transpired. And that’s what music does. Those averaged 3 minutes can take you to another time as clearly as if you built a time machine and travelled back to reunite with your younger self.
Music is deeply soothing and the benefits on the chakric system, body and aura are often something we fail to appreciate. We tend to think that only a huge gong can release pain and trauma within the body or that we need to be held in a room of sound. But a simple hour out, when you’re ready to witness what needs to be released, can be the perfect and bespoke sound bath you crave.
When we look at the signs in song form, ABBA announced they were thankful for the music, Mama Cass told us that we had to make our own kind of music and Julie Andrews was a little bit in love with the sheer sound of music. And I personally have to agree with John Miles when he said that music was his first love. So take time out today, and if you haven’t already, put on the first album you lay your hands on, or better still do an ‘intuitive search’ online. See where it takes you, and don’t just have it as background music, light some candles, spark up the incense and listen to what the words are telling you. Notice where in the body the notes spark and fall.
On that note (excuse the pun), I’ve an overdue date with Ryan Adams ‘Gold’.
Yours in love and light,
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